John Church: I didn’t believe in Jesus but I did believe in God

I was a convert to the faith when I was 15.

I believed in God, I knew he existed, and I believed he was the Son of God.

Then, just like that, everything changed.

The first person I met was Jesus Christ, who I would later refer to as the Holy Ghost.

I was in love with him, and it didn’t take long for me to realize that I could never understand God.

I had no reason to believe in his divinity, and in fact, I felt so strongly that God was not a person.

When I went to confession, I had to admit to God I didn: I was an atheist.

I hadn’t believed in any god, and had no idea why anyone would.

I didn, however, feel that God should exist.

But this was something I didn